I'm sure it's been pretty evident that I've been less than thrilled with the way this cycle has played out.
I sometimes wish I had the naivete that I had the last cycle. I wish that I could believe the upbeat embryologist who said that a 7, 6, ect were "really good" for day three, but because I know better I have lost a lot of the hope I had for this cycle. It's not all gone-just diminished.
Today I got some good news which I can definitely use! Four of the six embryos that were left are still growing!!! We won't know if they can be frozen until tomorrow, but that they are still dividing is very good news for the stronger ones that are in my tummy!
Physically I feel so much better! I'm at the office today and although I'm tired (probably from all the lying around I've done!) I'm glad to be out of the house. A trip to the grocery store last night was disgustingly exciting!
I go for a progesterone test tomorrow, but I won't have the results until Wednesday.
More soon!
Amy
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Finally out of bed!
We did have a three day transfer on Friday.
We transferred:
1-7 cell grade 1
1-6 cell grade 1
1-5 cell grade 1
I am feeling physically better, but of course I had hoped that at least one embie might be eight cells.
Time will tell.
A
We transferred:
1-7 cell grade 1
1-6 cell grade 1
1-5 cell grade 1
I am feeling physically better, but of course I had hoped that at least one embie might be eight cells.
Time will tell.
A
Thursday, November 6, 2008
What a Difference a Day Makes
The news is much better with the embies today!
Here's the scale: they should be 2-4 cells 1 best-5 worst
12 Fertilized
9 divided (3 stopped growing)
1-4 cell grade 1
1-3 cell grade 2
1-2 cell grade 1
5-2 cell grade 2
1-2 cell grade 4
He had a lot more details for me today-I just don't think he was prepared for me to know what to ask yesterday.
He said that originally there were 5 embies that had no vacuoles of the 12. (I didn't point out that 7 of 12 is not 75%, because I was feeling generous.) Anyway the funny thing is that one of the ones that didn't have vacuoles didn't divide and another is the worst. (2-cell grade 4) also one that had several yesterday is the 2 cell grade 1. So they can't always tell how they'll do by how they look.
The odds are looking much better for us today.
I feel a lot better today emotionally. I'm still in a good deal of pain. Maybe like a 6 out of 10. I stayed home today so I could have painkillers and to try and be as ready as possible for ET (transfer) tomorrow. They are still going to schedule me for a 3dt tomorrow, BUT if they look really awesome in the morning they may re-schedule me for Sat or Sun (5dt).
Thanks for all the support!
Amy
Here's the scale: they should be 2-4 cells 1 best-5 worst
12 Fertilized
9 divided (3 stopped growing)
1-4 cell grade 1
1-3 cell grade 2
1-2 cell grade 1
5-2 cell grade 2
1-2 cell grade 4
He had a lot more details for me today-I just don't think he was prepared for me to know what to ask yesterday.
He said that originally there were 5 embies that had no vacuoles of the 12. (I didn't point out that 7 of 12 is not 75%, because I was feeling generous.) Anyway the funny thing is that one of the ones that didn't have vacuoles didn't divide and another is the worst. (2-cell grade 4) also one that had several yesterday is the 2 cell grade 1. So they can't always tell how they'll do by how they look.
The odds are looking much better for us today.
I feel a lot better today emotionally. I'm still in a good deal of pain. Maybe like a 6 out of 10. I stayed home today so I could have painkillers and to try and be as ready as possible for ET (transfer) tomorrow. They are still going to schedule me for a 3dt tomorrow, BUT if they look really awesome in the morning they may re-schedule me for Sat or Sun (5dt).
Thanks for all the support!
Amy
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
IVF #2 Fertilization Report-Not What We Hoped
Got the call a few minutes ago from the lab. It starts off very good.
15 mature
12 fertilized normally
The embryologist said we are planning for a 3 day transfer on Friday, but if they look really good we may push back to Sat or Sun. I responded that we were hoping for a 5 day transfer. His response was not good news. He said that the reason it was likely to be a 3 day transfer is that 75% of the embryos have vacuoles. The vacuoles mean that they will likely not develop normally. So that means that we are down to three (or so) decent embies already. He said it's possible that they will continue to develop but he won't know more until tomorrow.
Needless to say I'm really disappointed. I put my body thru hell for more eggs and ended up worse than I ever dreamed.
If anyone has any info on vacuoles they can share please do-I have no idea what I'm dealing with.
More embie info tomorrow.
Amy
15 mature
12 fertilized normally
The embryologist said we are planning for a 3 day transfer on Friday, but if they look really good we may push back to Sat or Sun. I responded that we were hoping for a 5 day transfer. His response was not good news. He said that the reason it was likely to be a 3 day transfer is that 75% of the embryos have vacuoles. The vacuoles mean that they will likely not develop normally. So that means that we are down to three (or so) decent embies already. He said it's possible that they will continue to develop but he won't know more until tomorrow.
Needless to say I'm really disappointed. I put my body thru hell for more eggs and ended up worse than I ever dreamed.
If anyone has any info on vacuoles they can share please do-I have no idea what I'm dealing with.
More embie info tomorrow.
Amy
More difficult than expected
The good news is that they got 18 eggs!!!! (and we got an AWESOME new President!)
The not so good news is that I'm in a lot of pain! ER was much more difficult this time with my ovaries being so engorged. Also, my left ovary was tucked behind my uterus making it difficult to reach. I went to acupuncture after the ER which helped a lot, but I am in MUCH more pain than I was last time. In fact, Dave didn't want me to go to work today because it's so bad. So I'm at home resting.
I am anxiously awaiting my fertilization report and will try to post once it comes in!
Amy
The not so good news is that I'm in a lot of pain! ER was much more difficult this time with my ovaries being so engorged. Also, my left ovary was tucked behind my uterus making it difficult to reach. I went to acupuncture after the ER which helped a lot, but I am in MUCH more pain than I was last time. In fact, Dave didn't want me to go to work today because it's so bad. So I'm at home resting.
I am anxiously awaiting my fertilization report and will try to post once it comes in!
Amy
Monday, November 3, 2008
Swollen to the point of bursting
That's me...all blown up!
I feel pretty crappy--I think the hcg trigger shot did me in.
My complaints: (Yep, I'm making a list!)
1. My ovaries hurt.
2. I'm dead tired.
3. I can't get a deep breath.
4. I can't get comfortable.
5. I feel physically huge.
6. I have heartburn.
7. I itch all over.
8. My back hurts.
9. I wanna go home.
Other than that-I'm great!
I absolutely know that it will all be worth it for a BFP, but I feel miserable and I want to complain.
I am still excited and nervous, but much less enthusiastic because I don't feel good.
Sorry to be a bummer. Hopefully will post good news tomorrow!
Amy
I feel pretty crappy--I think the hcg trigger shot did me in.
My complaints: (Yep, I'm making a list!)
1. My ovaries hurt.
2. I'm dead tired.
3. I can't get a deep breath.
4. I can't get comfortable.
5. I feel physically huge.
6. I have heartburn.
7. I itch all over.
8. My back hurts.
9. I wanna go home.
Other than that-I'm great!
I absolutely know that it will all be worth it for a BFP, but I feel miserable and I want to complain.
I am still excited and nervous, but much less enthusiastic because I don't feel good.
Sorry to be a bummer. Hopefully will post good news tomorrow!
Amy
Sunday, November 2, 2008
The Details
Good morning!
I got the call yesterday with my exact instructions, but was too busy to post. I am disgustingly hopeful, and I feel really good physically!
My pattern has been to be completely upbeat the first part of 'the wait' and for the bottom to drop out the second week. I am hoping to stay optimistic throughout, but we'll see.
Here are my instructions:
Last dose Lupron 5units-Sun 11/2 am dose
HCG 1ml-Sun 11/2-10:50pm exactly!
Home Pregnancy test-Mon 11/3-7:30am (to make sure shot was done correctly)
Minocin-Mon 11/3-4x's with meals
Nothing to eat or drink after midnight on 11/3
Xanax-Tues 11/4-8:50am exactly
Report to lab with sample-Tues 11/4-9:35am
Report to clinic-Tues 11/4-9:45am
Egg Retrieval-Tues 11/4-10:50am
Please pray for our success. We absolutely believe in the power of prayers and good wishes!
YES WE CAN!!!
A
I got the call yesterday with my exact instructions, but was too busy to post. I am disgustingly hopeful, and I feel really good physically!
My pattern has been to be completely upbeat the first part of 'the wait' and for the bottom to drop out the second week. I am hoping to stay optimistic throughout, but we'll see.
Here are my instructions:
Last dose Lupron 5units-Sun 11/2 am dose
HCG 1ml-Sun 11/2-10:50pm exactly!
Home Pregnancy test-Mon 11/3-7:30am (to make sure shot was done correctly)
Minocin-Mon 11/3-4x's with meals
Nothing to eat or drink after midnight on 11/3
Xanax-Tues 11/4-8:50am exactly
Report to lab with sample-Tues 11/4-9:35am
Report to clinic-Tues 11/4-9:45am
Egg Retrieval-Tues 11/4-10:50am
Please pray for our success. We absolutely believe in the power of prayers and good wishes!
YES WE CAN!!!
A
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